We are different from top to toe, so?!

Good morning guys! Good afternoon! good evening! good night! (u know the sun rise in the east and set in the west so our time probably different lol!) or should I say good day? yeah! Good day guys! :) In Malaysia, today is Wednesday. It is Thursday or Tuesday in somewhere else in the world. We live on the same earth but we live in a different time zone. In fact, different colour of skin, eyes and hair. Different languages, cultures, food, way of thinking and rules. I have dark tone skin, black eyes, black hair, speaking in my native language ( Bahasa Malaysia ), smile to strangers, eat white rice, semi-open-minded hahaha and follow basic rules. Sometimes, I feel like I live in a jar like a fish.

Hello..can someone hear me?? get me out of this jar..!

Wise man ever said, reading can bring u anywhere. Somehow I agreed. But, to actually breath in a different place with totally different kind of people, it is something else. I lived in Japan once. Japan is a country of technology. Life is much easier with most of the things are automatic. Automatic door and washing machine are common even in my country. But, in Japan, lights are automatic, bidets are automatic and even taxi's doors are automatic. I didn't have to hang my clothes to dry them, the washing machine did it. On the other hand, I think they really preserve their heritage and traditions better than any other country in the world. For me, Japan is a country that would make your life easier but still keep u down to earth. However, I believe that each country has their x-factor which make the country beautiful. I am proud to be Malaysian. We have beautiful islands, jungles, various kind of tasty fruits, heaven of foods. Here are some of them, maybe around 7% out of 100% of this beautiful Malaysia lol!

Of course Malaysia is a beautiful country but I really want to explore other world :) But, no matter where we are, we are the same human being right? I believe kind people are existing everywhere in the world. While bad people is not actually bad. Everyone has their own reason why they live their life in certain way. We never walk their life, so we don't have right to condemn. Rather than judging people and hate them just because they are different from us, let's find the similarity and love each other :)

When I look at the sun, 

it is wonderful to know that people who live a thousand miles away from me,

 look at the same sun. 

When I look up to the sky,

it is wonderful to know that people who live a thousand miles away from me,

 look up at the same sky.

When I stare upon stars and moon,

it is wonderful to know that people who live a thousand miles away from me,

 stare upon the same stars and moon.

When I breathe the air,

it is wonderful to know that people who live a thousand miles away from me,

breathe the same air.

 We are very different, yet we are same.

We are far, yet we are close.

In the end, we all need and share the same sun, stars, moon, sky and air~

Love ya bye bye xoxo~

Craving for Japanese Food

Here I want to share delicious (oishii) Japanese food that I got to taste when I was in Japan. HAVE A TASTE (using eyes lol!)

Sushi

Sushi in Japan is totally different with sushi you eat outside Japan. It is 100 times delicious! yummmm~

Udon

This is a super duper amazing noodle called udon. The broth is super duper yummy. I love it so much!! I eat it everyday when I was in Japan.

Curry rice

I don't understand why people say that Indian curry is the best. Maybe because they don't eat Japanese curry rice yet. This is brilliant Bro! I taste all kind of curry. Even Malaysian eat a lot of curry. But, I love Japanese curry rice the most! No. 1! Seriously! I never imagined that Japanese curry rice would be amazingly delicious. Best curry in the world!

Korokke

Or in english croquette. Wowwww! This alone with rice is enough! The filling is very flavorful with crispy coated. Perfect!

yakisakana

I usually eat grilled fish with rice during lunch time at cafeteria. It is simple but delicious. The combination of grilled fish and Japanese soy sauce really blend well and creates a fantastic taste, I love it! :)

Unagi don

Unagi is eel. Unagi don is a grilled marinated eel eat together with white rice. U have to go to Japan and taste it then u will realize that unagi don which have been sold in Malaysia especially is not an unagi don. I mean not exactly. The taste is different. Very different. It is very very very delicious, I'm drooling lol!

yum!yum! (T_T) :)

Take care don't forget to bring your umbrella bye bye xoxo!

Dumped by my best friend

What if, one day u wake up  and u find that the friend that u depend the most, trust the most, love and cherish the most, suddenly, walk away from your life without saying anything? No goodbye note, nothing, just silently gone. Well, it happened to me once. I thought friendship last forever. It broke my heart. First thing that came to my mind, what kind of human being I am to be dumped by my best friend? Am I that bad? What sin did I do to her to be punished like this? It was unbelievable and crazy. It was very painful but confused at the same time to the level that I didn't shed any tears. I think my heart dried and so my eyes. If I could describe how I felt at the moment when I found out that she had gone, it was like I was on a deserted Island all alone by myself. No matter how much I scream, my voice keeps bouncing back to my ears only. In the end, I fall asleep on a cold night in a deserted island under the stars with no blanket. It was that tough. It is still confusing and my heart aching but I think I have found my way to let go this pain. Through sharing and expressing the pain using words like this, I feel at ease. I wish her all the best! She is the most kind human being I ever met. And so her parents. I think she has a solid reason like she wants me to be strong even without her. I'm not holding any grudge towards her. She was the best gift I had, now she was taken from me, I am grateful for all the memories. But, for the sake of her leaving, I won't live in memories, instead I will look forward and find my own happiness :) For that, I thank her!

Bye babe, bye bye xoxo~

Work vs No Work

Good Morning guys! :) Another good day is coming, hopefully! :) Suprisingly, I feel so good blogging, things that I never have imagined..Yesterday I had nothing to do at work, seriously like nothing at all. Zero.

It is a little bit stress if I have a ton of work to do with tight deadlines. But trust me, it is hell if u have no work to do and your boss gazes at u with his/her laser eyes lol! STRESS!!! It drives me nuts, I swear! hahaha!

What did I do in a situation like this??? Of course I pretend to be busy hehehe! I will hold a pen, sit quietly at my desk and DEFACE MY BOOKS for hours lol! Let me show u my so-called masterpiece lol!

hi, I'm Neil

Yo!I'm Rock Boy

Don't try this at your workplace, I can't guarantee your safety!hahaha! Last but not least, to my boss, thank you for being such a cool boss to me!ehem! ehem! lol! This is for my boss!! bye bye lol! xoxo

The voice of my heart :)

What is the meaning of kokoro no koe? Kokoro no koe is in Japanese when translated into English, it means the voice of heart and in Malay is suara hati. We all have our own voice of heart, but there are many different ways to express them depend on individual. A person with an open personality or extrovert will have no problem to express them out loud directly using verbal or action. However, an introvert person like me always find it hard to express my voice of heart neither through verbally nor action. So, for people like me, we can use a medium such as facebook, twitter, instagram and etc as a tool.  But, I think blogging is the most satisfying way because I can write everything I feel as much as I want to hehehe...Wait a minute, is it important to express our voice of heart out loud? I think it is depending on your intention. As for me, I use this medium to avoid harbored emotions.

Often harbored emotions make up 70% of the cancer risk!Harbored emotions is not a good thing. In addition to the negative impact on mental health, it can also harbored a dangerous emotion to physical health. Researchers revealed that people who often harbored emotions in a long time dead-risk youth are three times higher (www.familyhealtharticles.blogspot.com)

Woww! So heavy. Me myself cannot digest what I am writing right now lol! Let's finish it here before I become a philosopher with no graduate lol! Bye bye xoxo~ Let's express our voice of heart out loud yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! :)

Introduction of kokoro no koe : Nerve-wracking

Hi guys!! hohoho...it's kinda nerve-wracking to start blogging and to officially post something hahaha! First of all, I would like to apologize if u find my English language is chaotic. I used to get C for my English paper in secondary school, so plz take note okay! :) Why did I start to blog? Actually, I woke up this morning, went to my office, then I googling (not because I am lazy, it was simply because I don't have any task to do!what an excuse lol)...anyway, it just happened. Basically, no plan and no agenda. I just want to try it! I don't have skills in writing! what if people think my blog is just a piece of junk???!! Finally, I threw away all the negatives thinking that pop-up in my head into the dustbin under my table hahaha and became an optimistic person instantly!at least in cyberspace :) I don't have this kind of optimism in me in real world lol! 

Okay...for my very first post, allow me to introduce myself a little bit. So, u know that I am actually existing, not a robot. U know how google always ask us to write code to make sure that we're not robots,that's why lol! My family call me 'ra', my friends in Malaysia call me 'amal', 'tee' and my Japanese friends call me 'amaru'. I am 25 years old. I was born in the wooden small house in a rural district area call Bachok. Bachok is one of a district in Kelantan state and Kelantan is situated at the east of peninsular Malaysia. I have 7 siblings and I am the 6th. All of my siblings are already married excluding me. I was an excellent students since kindergarten until diploma. I am not boasting, it's true!lol! Don't worry, I am only a clerk now! So, all those so-called excellent results not helping much if u don't have an attitude and personality. I feel like I am punching my own face right now dush!dush!dush!...ouch!! serve me right lol! I love Malaysian food most like ulam budu, ikan singam, ikan patin masak tempoyak, nasi kerabu and etc..The only western food that I love are lamb chop, lamb grill, lamb,lamb and lamb, I love lamb! :) I love foreign language. I can speak in Japanese and english but I really love to learn korean! I love foreign people, I am very interested to get to know them. I think the differences in languages, way of thinking and cultures are the factors that attract me so much! That's why, despite of my lack in English language, I still want to write in English so that foreign people also could understand my blog as well :) 

Even though I don't know if anyone will go through my blog..ughh it's hard to stay optimistic!huhuhuhu~I wish I can share something useful in my next article so kindly support me and u are always welcome to come and chill here~~~~~till then, take care guys, it's rainy season here in Malaysia right now, so guys plz take good care of yourself, drink a lot of warm waters so u don't catch a cold, bye bye~~~xoxo