Dumped by my best friend

What if, one day u wake up  and u find that the friend that u depend the most, trust the most, love and cherish the most, suddenly, walk away from your life without saying anything? No goodbye note, nothing, just silently gone. Well, it happened to me once. I thought friendship last forever. It broke my heart. First thing that came to my mind, what kind of human being I am to be dumped by my best friend? Am I that bad? What sin did I do to her to be punished like this? It was unbelievable and crazy. It was very painful but confused at the same time to the level that I didn't shed any tears. I think my heart dried and so my eyes. If I could describe how I felt at the moment when I found out that she had gone, it was like I was on a deserted Island all alone by myself. No matter how much I scream, my voice keeps bouncing back to my ears only. In the end, I fall asleep on a cold night in a deserted island under the stars with no blanket. It was that tough. It is still confusing and my heart aching but I think I have found my way to let go this pain. Through sharing and expressing the pain using words like this, I feel at ease. I wish her all the best! She is the most kind human being I ever met. And so her parents. I think she has a solid reason like she wants me to be strong even without her. I'm not holding any grudge towards her. She was the best gift I had, now she was taken from me, I am grateful for all the memories. But, for the sake of her leaving, I won't live in memories, instead I will look forward and find my own happiness :) For that, I thank her!

Bye babe, bye bye xoxo~